i just need to get it off my chest
in two weeks, i’m going on a school trip to italy. i’ve been both super excited about it for the past year, but also quite anxious bc of some troubles with the people i’m going with (their own drama with each other and room sharing drama), and obviously another issue had to stack on top of it lmao. today i found out my bullies are also going on that trip and in an instant, i stopped being excited, and tbh i don’t even want to go anymore because it’s stressing me out that much. i think it’s so depressing how those cruel people killed my spark and happiness with just the possibility of their presence. also none of my friends who i’m going with know about anything, matter fact even i don’t really know who those bullies are bc all white teenage boys look the same, not to mention they’re first graders and i’m in third, which is just embarrassing for me but whatever