salam, im a 16 year studying electrical engineering, whatsoever my real interest was always in cybersecurity, ofc this is not some buffling or shit because i already am on it so i dont see any reason to really pull back because i've wasted years just to master some skills ( along some "side hustling" money making methods that were just scams and bullshit ), i did complete most CCNA courses (i know it's theoretical) and i have a strong networking foundational skill in it that i've wanted to build for a boost in my offsec career i guess, as well as im still encouraging myself to actually start web attacking campaigns and also getting in cloud security a little bit cuzz AWS been caughting my eye alot.. long story short : i just see this shit as my career.
so there is my situation, i would to include that i fight aaaaaaaalooooooooot of family issues that i dont wanna talk about but they are just really fkin me up sadly, well it doesn't matter because i encourage myself to look forward and just stop poking my head in these endless VERY un-needed issues, as well as i face some crazy bad issues related to school where i face a little bit of obstacles related to my results reaching around 13/20 - 15/20, which also gets in issues with my family.. and where i want to propose my question, is it really worth to just keeping up and encouraging myself to be as disciplined as possible to build foundational solid skills for a career that i dont even know if i would succeed on it but i hope so because i love doing it, and is it really worth it to leave everything behind and just have this ambition and look towards my dream even though i see myself being kicked out of the house (being legit)..
for my other question, how can i also help myself with money if anyone knows how can i imply my work in any kind of place, and also what schools should i look for because i think i do need a degree going around 3 years atleast in IT which i think 1337 is a solid option for it because every other school has a specialized program and it costs hella money and im poor as fuck to afford some shit like that..
for anyone that is established in this career or a career that is close to it, i would really appreciate it if you give me your opinion.