Here we are now - left alone...! :(
I’m M33, queer, and today I’ve reached a real low point of loneliness and emotional exhaustion. A few weeks ago, I went through a breakup with my ex, which left a huge emptiness in my life. Alongside the pain and grief, a lot has changed.
For my own peace and to truly find myself, I’ve started letting go of fake friendships, avoidant dynamics, and connections where intentions were never mutual or genuine. But now even more parts of my life are falling away.
Being neurodivergent — both autistic and ADHD — often means living with conflicting needs and challenges. Right now, I’m also losing the sense of structure, safety, and stability that helped carry me through the breakup.
The truth is: I’m deeply lonely. I don’t really have friends, I’m not in contact with my parents, and I’m standing here trying to reach out instead of disappearing into silence.
I’d really appreciate kind, open-hearted, comforting DMs. You don’t need to have perfect words — honestly, just being there, talking, sharing a little warmth or human connection would mean a lot to me right now.
Thank you for reading. 😄 And thank you for existing. ❤️