So, Hii I am a student from Andhra Pradesh state. I have recently completed my 12th class under the Board of Intermediate Education.I haven't attended my whole 12th class that's a long story but somehow gave exams and passed by instant learning with the help of some gunshot books. I lost so much of knowledge. I lost all my objective knowledge, ipe knowledge, subjective knowledge practical knowledge. I didn't learned anything in class 12 also missed my exams.. missed a lot of knowledge. I couldn't spend time with my friends. I couldn't show myself and ability how good I perform in academics as I'm a meritious student. I even didn't gave jee exam as well as the EAPCET due to this now I'm feeling very lost and depressed I don't know what to do. I didn't learned anything and passed.If I had stopped taking the exams, I would have studied intermediate again. But my parents forced me to gave exams. Now I can't go back, I can't go forward. I wanna go for btech. By study intermediate properly. what should I do or by taking a degree like bsc mpcs can I rebuild inter basics and complete this 3 years of degree then go for btech. My inter college is so good at teaching and academics are at top notch. But I lost everything feels to end my life. But I know it is not correct.I should have been a topper, but I ended up being a dumb student. In my first year inspite of some irregularity also I performed well but in 2nd year as I didn't attended the whole year lost my spark and I told everyone and to my college management my pain and made a lot of fuss.Now they are thinking and underestimated my ability. Somehow it's true as I haven't learned anything the whole year but trust me..I'm really a good and fast learner among the majority of my classmates I didn't learned anything and showed my ability actually I have to prove myself and ability in 2nd year after the irregularity of first year and I have to cover both the academic years knowledge but lost 💔.Now if I take a long term/drop year, people will judge me.everyone will be shocked because I have been a topper since childhood, and I am very scared to take a long term because I have to study with juniors as they are not at all good like my academic year batch but I'm ready to rebuild my knowledge so what should I do?? I'm feeling like dying but can't. I have wasted my fee. lost so much of knowledge and because of me my parents are suffering 💔 and all these happened because of some financial breakdown after my class 10 it effected me very badly. There's a hope if I applied eapcet in ap I covered the topics and get into btech with good rank in ap as there's fee reimbursement. Now no hopes.
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So, Hii I am a student from Andhra Pradesh state. I have recently completed my 12th class under the Board of Intermediate Education.I haven't attended my whole 12th class that's a long story but somehow gave exams and passed by instant learning with the help of some gunshot books. I lost so much of knowledge. I lost all my objective knowledge, ipe knowledge, subjective knowledge practical knowledge. I didn't learned anything in class 12 also missed my exams.. missed a lot of knowledge. I couldn't spend time with my friends. I couldn't show myself and ability how good I perform in academics as I'm a meritious student. I even didn't gave jee exam as well as the EAPCET due to this now I'm feeling very lost and depressed I don't know what to do. I didn't learned anything and passed.If I had stopped taking the exams, I would have studied intermediate again. But my parents forced me to gave exams. Now I can't go back, I can't go forward. I wanna go for btech. By study intermediate properly. what should I do or by taking a degree like bsc mpcs can I rebuild inter basics and complete this 3 years of degree then go for btech. My inter college is so good at teaching and academics are at top notch. But I lost everything feels to end my life. But I know it is not correct.I should have been a topper, but I ended up being a dumb student. In my first year inspite of some irregularity also I performed well but in 2nd year as I didn't attended the whole year lost my spark and I told everyone and to my college management my pain and made a lot of fuss.Now they are thinking and underestimated my ability. Somehow it's true as I haven't learned anything the whole year but trust me..I'm really a good and fast learner among the majority of my classmates I didn't learned anything and showed my ability actually I have to prove myself and ability in 2nd year after the irregularity of first year and I have to cover both the academic years knowledge but lost 💔.Now if I take a long term/drop year, people will judge me.everyone will be shocked because I have been a topper since childhood, and I am very scared to take a long term because I have to study with juniors as they are not at all good like my academic year batch but I'm ready to rebuild my knowledge so what should I do?? I'm feeling like dying but can't. I have wasted my fee. lost so much of knowledge and because of me my parents are suffering 💔 and all these happened because of some financial breakdown after my class 10 it effected me very badly. There's a hope if I applied eapcet in ap I covered the topics and get into btech with good rank in ap as there's fee reimbursement. Now no hopes.