I don’t know if I have synesthesia or not ?
I have always associated different colors to different weekdays or letters and numbers, but I don’t know if that is something I learned or something I was Born with. And when it comes to music I have always been for some kind of reason very obsessed with music itself and drawing and art in general. But I don’t know if I really hear colors or if I’m just lying to myself, but the second i heard about this phenomenon called synesthesia i like thought to myself I have always associated different colors to different music and instruments and stuff but sometimes I have to like think about what kind of color this would be, and sometimes I just see like different waves of colors and the different waves of colors are the different components of the song but about that I don’t have to think actively I just close my eyes, I really don’t know. I did different online tests and they all tell me different things, idk maybe I’m just convincing myself to be something I’m not to feel happy or special. But I have always been very lured by music and different tones and stuff. Can you please help me out I don’t know what to do anymore. ? Sometimes I feel like I am really a synesthete and sometimes I feel like I’m lying to myself idk