Has anyone ever got to a point where you say if this doesn’t hit I’m done?
I’m 41 and I’ve done my fair share of Tubi movies and festivals but I want more. I have and opportunity right now to get my film funded and maybe a distribution deal from a very well known company ( won’t say who don’t want to jinx it). I just feel like if this doesn’t hit I don’t get the funding or the deal I may just hang it up and publish my own books or go into independent editing or something.
I’m exhausted and it’s not that I don’t want it. I just feel like this door for some reason stays shut on me no matter how hard I try. I can probably fund my own Tubi projects but in reality I’m not getting much in return and I’m just recycling money I made off the project to make a new one and it’s never fully what I want because I don’t have a real budget.
This is just me venting and wanting to know if anyone else felt this way.