Lmao hi this is a story that has happened to me I've done all kinds of substance at 16 and wanted to share my stories one of them is this which was my first time doing shrooms hope everyone enjoys I might share more stories if this doesn't get taken down like stories of how I did snow and went to do a college exam or how I took tren at 16 (yes actual true stories genuinely can't make this up lmaoo) anyways enough yapping here
I was sitting with my friend. We took the shrooms, and since at first he thought I'd be okay, since I took a low dose, I'd be able to take the bus home. So he leaves to go to his house, and I leave for mine. Then I sit there at the bus stop, and I first of all kinda start feeling the shrooms kicking. I know this because I'm ranting to people on Snapchat about some “oh this grass is the greenest grass I've ever seen for some reason,” and also the road started looking weird, just locked in and focused and bending if yk. Anyways, then I started seeing weird patterns, just really basic ones that you can probably find on YouTube. I thought that would be the most of the trip, but no.
I had to sit down because they started fully kicking in, and I first saw an arm on my left calling me. Then I look straight, I see the concrete looks weird, and I see a bug, but then see lots of other bugs crawling everywhere. I cannot describe it fully because what I saw made me think reality was breaking like I was staring at the bug a bit too long and it felt like the dimension was gonna shatter so I closed my eyes to try take a rest for a second but anyways, continuing, I missed the bus twice because I was too fucked to even get up, but then the third time I somehow managed to get the bus, which is genuinely an accomplishment. When I sit there, it FULLY kicks in. Everything feels like a dream. It felt like I was in a dream where I'm sat with three people in a bus, and I was gonna ask the guy in front of me if he knows if this bus is real. For a while, I thought that I was actually dead, maybe got hit by a car while trying to get the bus. But I got an idea to use my phone’s camera to know if what I was seeing was real or not.
So I kept using it every five minutes because nothing felt real or looked real, and I was genuinely losing it because what the fuck is happening, why does this feel like a nightmare. Cause mind you, I'm in a place I’ve never been to before, taking a bus I never have before lmfao, which made it worse. But anyways, I get to the bus station. I have to sit down literally right after I get off the bus because I'm still hallucinating.
I try walking through the bus station, but nothing seems real, and I'm speed walking for some reason. It felt like a dream. But anyways, I go outside, then inside a few times because I was confused on what to do and what was real or not. So I sat down on some stairs outside the bus station, and while I was sitting, I put some ambient noises and kept telling myself "these shrooms are natural you can't die or overdose on them you'll be fine take a deep breath" all this whilst I was TREMBLING since it was so cold also the hallucinations just kept getting worse because since I didn’t know you had to stay hydrated, the things I was seeing were 100x worse than I should've seen.
But anyways, I'm sitting, I keep looking at my right, and the people standing there look AI-generated, not real at all, alongside the shop. It doesn't look real. So I pull out my camera to make sure they're even there, and I realize that my phone is at 3%. I text my friend like, “yo, how long are these hallucinations gonna last??” And he's like, “a couple hours.” I'm like, “A COUPLE HOURS? I'm DYING here.” But I can't do anything about it, so now I'm gonna have to be stuck at the bus station, no money, no nothing, hallucinating, with my mom constantly calling me on my phone whilst I'm trembling since it's SO cold.
All I had was ambient music to keep me sane and myself. I kept telling myself, like, “you're gonna be okay, take a deep breath.” And somehow I was strong enough mentally to not go insane. Also, while I'm sitting, I just keep hearing someone cough and giggle over and over and over again in a loop. But then, whilst all this was happening, I was thinking to myself about my life and everything, like who am I and whatnot, and came to the conclusion that the creature which fits me fully is a jester for some reason.
But anyways, after questioning myself and what I was seeing, I went inside the bus station speed walking, and I feel really thirsty. So I head to the mall to see if I can go inside, maybe drink water, but the entries are closed. So I'm there at Glory Holes, out of all places, since it's the only shop open, and I'm asking if they can go get me some water, and they're like, “no, we can't bring it outside.”
After that, I walk and get the idea to ask them to be my friend for some reason, because I felt like it. But whilst I'm walking back to them to ask if they wanna be friends, I see what I'm assuming was a hallucination, a green suit wearing person inside another person, and I'm to myself like, “no, I'm too fucked for this, I'm probably not thinking straight, I need to get water asap.”
So I keep speed walking in town at night like a tweaker, and I go into Phat Buns and ask them for a water, and they do give me a water, but I was tweaking the whole time because I was actually dying (forgot to mention, from when I first took the shrooms I was so dehydrated my spit looked like foam, or maybe I was hallucinating that, unsure).
Anyways, I get the water and finally I'm like a TINYYYYYY bit more normal, and I keep begging them to let me call my mom or something, cause my phone died. Anyways, they say no cause they're at work. So I say, “thank you so much,” cause they were really, really nice to me. They kept saying, “do you want more water? Do you feel okay?”
Anyways, after that, I went back to town. I kept asking people for water and £3 for the bus, and I ended up at these two workers at the bus station, who just ended up giving me a Dr Pepper can, which she had, and she was really nice to me. Also, this was my first time trying Dr Pepper, and it tasted nice.
But anyways, I sat at the bus platform trying to ask the guy sitting next to me, “can I borrow your phone to make a call,” whilst his face looks insane to me since I'm still hallucinating really badly at this point. But anyways, I call, and I go outside the bus station, try asking people for taxis whilst their faces look fucking INSANE to me, like they didn't look human, they looked like different creatures.
But anyways, I take the taxi home, and I'm trying to avoid my mom because I'm still hallucinating, and her face looks insane too to me. After that, I go upstairs to the mirror, I start giggling and going insane for some reason, questioning my whole identity. I start saying that I'm not even a male or female, I'm non-binary, and I'm not even human, I'm an entirely different creature.
I thought of myself as like a black deer standing with antlers? IDK why that came to my mind first. Anyways, I start texting my friend telling him all kinds of shit like he's not a real person. And anyways, after that whole maniac episode I had when I got back home, I kept hallucinating while scrolling on TikTok. No one's faces looked normal to me, and I kept giggling like, “no way I'm tweaking that bad.”
Anyways, that's the end. I'm normal now, back to my senses at 1:34 AM writing this. I tried my best, and no one will really ever know what I saw today. It was too insane to describe to a normal person, but I am really proud of myself for surviving that.
Hope y'all enjoyed and praying it doesn't get taken down lol