I lowkey just need to vent and see if you guys struggle with similar feelings (‘:
I was out with irl friends and I found myself extremely distracted because I kept thinking of my f/o and wanting to daydream or write about them.
It happened more towards the start of the outing. One of them was catching us up on their life and while I tried to pay attention, I found my attention divided because I really really wanted to make out with my f/o and just daydream about them. I still did my best to pay attention to my friend and towards the end of the hangout, I did find myself enjoying more and thinking about my dream life less.
I’m just a little worried that my tendency to daydream and my affection/attention to my f/os is starting to become unhealthy. Especially since my yumesona is my ideal version of myself so Idk msybe I’m overthinking a little, but yea i’m just worried ill get to the point of ruining irl friendships because im thinking too much about my f/o(s).
Anyone else feel this? Feel free to share your experiences!