u/Anxious-Ninja-2682

It's not even my past. It's what I've been through. I've been cocsa from the time i was 6 all the way till I was 11. I've been manipulated thinking that it was okay because according to them "since were both girls it's okay but if I boy does it, it's not okay" and that was my mindset from the time I was 6-8. And before you ask was I a preptator. No i wasnt, i wouldnt come up to nobody and do things to them like they did to me. Even though i thought it wae normal. Now today in this time of year I would go to ask a tarot Tik tok lives so they can awnser my questions. My questions would be "will someone talk about my past" and it would either say yes or no. But if I rephrased it and say "would people stop talking about my past If I were famous" they would most likely say yeah. And idk what to do any more- but any thoughts_._? Please?