u/Antonthelegotenant — reddlx

My brothers and Sisters in Christ, I have committed a vile act, a horrible sin. I know I must confess it to a priest, and I will, I just feel like I am so unworthy of holy communion now. I never feel worthy, but now I feel like i should never receive it again. I have let my pride guide me under prelest to where I am now, and I fear where I might go from here. I fear that I may have hurt people with my actions, and I asked for forgiveness, and they have forgiven me, but I still feel so horrible. I sadly cannot confess to my priest today, I wish I could, and tomorrow there will already be a liturgy, and normally I would confess after the liturgy, but I feels so horrible, that I need to confess before it begins. I don‘t know if my pries, who is also my spiritual father, will allow me to take communion, and I feel so horrible, but I feel like I should not ever receive it again. How to combat this?