u/Antique_Shake7931

I was raised around Christianity but we were never too involved (not many are in my country, its not that common to be too involved but everyone still gets babtised and all of that, but they wouldn't go to church every sunday) but I always believed in jesus and God, as of late we have been covering energy conversions in college and I cant help but think that all our energy is recycled by the earth when we die, that the soul is a belief born of the uncanny valley and that 'divine intuition' is the subconscious, I really REALLY want to believe but I am struggling to see how its possible. I guess my question is how can I help myself believe?

Edit: I have angered witches recently if that may have something to do with it.