u/Antique-Mortgage1763

I’m just so tired. I can’t even look in the mirror anymore, I’m so ugly. I hate everything about my body, and I can’t do anything to fix it. My shoulders, my stupid face, my hair, my chest, my butt, my height. I’m so tired of bad posture and weekly haircuts. Sometimes I just wanna give up because of how I’ll never look anything like a man. I know all my friends are just pretending they even see me that way. I’m fucking tired of it. I’m tired of pretending they don’t notice the chest I can barely bind, or my feminine facial features, or acting like me being 5'0 doesn’t make me pass less. I’m tired of pretending that I don’t notice how they treat me as if I’m not a real man. I’m so tired of people acting like I pass because I clearly don’t. I feel so unlovable all the time because of how unattractive and feminine looking I am. I hate looking at everyone else around me seeing them have partners wnd dating when I know that I can’t have that till I medically transition.I’m sorry this isn’t concise at all Ive been feeling rlly shitty lately and I don’t have anyone I can talk to about it.