(Warning! English is not my first language…)
We broke up 2 weeks ago w a lot of hatred? idk it didnt break off well.
Since he blocked me everywhere and i still had his moms lunchbox, i send him an Email…well then we started talking a bit. After 2 days of sending emails back and forth, we had our first call on Sunday. It went okay..telling that we miss eachother but we didnt had any big expectations tbh. I did tell him i would try again but he wasnt so sure. We cleared up some anxious topics and problems we had in our relationship..i cried a lot and i never felt so comfortable with anyone else.
In the end he said we could meet every 2 weeks to check up and maybe if things get more stable, we can try again…but i should be the one texting first because im better at making plans? yea idk.
Well when the call ended, not an hour later he said- he felt comfortable talking to me and wishes me a good week & goodnight.
A day after he Emailed me again but asking me to hang out this week on wednesday at 5pm (TODAY…!) bcs he felt heard the first time and it rlly sparked for him..
I agreed and ive been a bit anxious since. He asked me on monday- since then there had been no more messages. Im having scenarios (like canceling today) but it didnt happen yet, so its still up.
Im nervous, excited but also anxious? a mix of everything.
I just need to get this out of my heart because i don‘t usually talk to friends about this…