u/Angel_07172007

Lately I been feeling really off, since the day I started smoking and drinking… I felt that it let me discover a new side of me, a new different character and free self, but it goes against my society and family s mentality (even religion), I don’t know what to do anymore, as a Moroccan 19 years old girl, coming from a kinda extremist family. I feel guilty for them, I don’t wanna over do or abuse what they gave me (freedom, money…), I want to be independent and get out of their belief chuckles. I been living outside my city for 4 months now, I am aui er (ifran)
, and I am on antidepressants. At 19, this ain’t fair.
I wish someone can help me out with that.

I am struggling with my university tuition fees man ghir lhousing o makrahtch nal9a where I can afford some money bach n3awn rassi o my family. And because of this, my parents are kinda unable to pay them so..w7alt o ana 3ndi tomo7at I wanna achieve :/