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While I hear voices, I sometimes interact with them. The situation gets so intense that I start making strange faces, and sometimes I catch people staring at me. How can I stop doing this?

Acordei de manhã com vozes gritando: "Eu sou Osíris, sou o deus que renasce, o sol que ilumina a terra." Isso tá gritando na minha cabeça. Meu pai ficou de comprar o meu remédio hj, mas ele me enviou uma mensagem dizendo que perdeu a receita. Tem algum risco de comprar sem receita ? Tenho uma foto dela.

Escutar vozes é como ter uma rádio ligada 24 horas na sua cabeça, falando coisa com coisa.

Voices telling me I’m Osiris, mentioning rituals and names, and commanding me to shout

I’m diagnosed with schizophrenia (my doctor said it’s mild), but since yesterday things have gotten worse.

I’ve been hearing voices constantly. At first they were saying random and disturbing things, even telling me to hurt people or do bizarre stuff. Then it shifted into something more “occult.”

Now the voices talk about rituals involving things like a sword and a mirror, and they mention specific names like Botis, Zepar, and Purson. It feels very intense and doesn’t make sense, but it keeps coming back.

At the same time, a voice is telling me that I am Osiris — that I’m the god who is reborn, the sun that illuminates the world. It feels very convincing even though I know it’s not real.

It also commands me to shout things like:

“I AM OSIRIS, I AM THE GOD WHO IS REBORN, THE SUN THAT ILLUMINATES THE EARTH.”

Sometimes I feel like I’m losing control and I’ve had urges to repeat or shout what the voices say. I’ve also had dissociation, moments where I feel disconnected from reality, and bursts of laughter at how absurd it all is.

I’ve been off my medication (olanzapine) for a while, which probably made this worse.

I know these voices aren’t real, but they feel very strong and intrusive. Has anyone else experienced something like this? Especially with voices mentioning specific names, rituals, or giving you a “grand identity” and commands?