Q: How old are you? What's your gender? Give us a general description of yourself.
A: 16Y, Cis Girl. I'm someone who really enjoys listening to music and keeping to myself ^_^ I rlly like watching YouTube videos at the moment.. I dye my hair often (maybe every 3 months?) and have a rlly laid-back clothing style!!
Q: Is there a medical diagnosis that may impact your mental stability somehow?
A: Depression & Anxiety, ADHD, Bipolar Disorder and I suspect I have autism, but not in a self diagnosis way, people I've known have suspected this for years 😅
Q: Describe your upbringing. Did it have any kind of religious or structured influence? How did you respond to it?
A: No religious upbringing, except for my preschool, no.. my parents fought often and I had a pretty unstable home life :( I stayed with my grandparents for most of the day (I think?) for a good chunk of my childhood, and when I'd get home, it was nothing but fighting. This lasted until COVID, I'm pretty sure!! (my memory of my childhood is pretty foggy, apologies...)
Q: What do you do as a job or as a career (if you have one)? Do you like it? Why or why not?
A: Have none, and don't have the energy to get one anytime soon..
Q: If you had to spend an entire weekend by yourself, how would you feel? Would you feel lonely or refreshed?
A: I would feel normal, as I do this pretty often!! that's usually just how my weekends go. I spend most of my time on the internet/watching TV, so I wouldn't be too bored, or lonely... I don't get lonely often, anyways. I'm used to it :P (that sounds so edgy, Jesus Christ 😭😭 I hope y'all know what I meant by that..)
Q: What kinds of activities do you prefer? Do you like, and are you good at sports? Do you enjoy any other outdoor or indoor activities?
A: I'm pretty strong, but I don't really do any sports anymore. My mom forced me to do soccer, lacrosse, softball, and kick boxing for a while but I just have no interest in any of that anymore :P
Q: How curious are you? Do you have more ideas then you can execute? What are your curiosities about? What are your ideas about - is it environmental or conceptual, and can you please elaborate?
A: I'm very curious!!!! I'm always researching things (hence why I'm into typology in the first place) and reading about things.. I always have more ideas than I can execute, as most of them are creative/art related, and I'm just not good at art anymore 🤒🤒
Q: Would you enjoy taking on a leadership position? Do you think you would be good at it? What would your leadership style be?
A: I think I'd get stressed out, but I could do it.. I may be good at it, as I'm good at telling people what to do/what's right to do, but idk.. Not sure on the leadership style, I'd want to make people happy while also doing the right thing 🙇♀️
Q: Are you coordinated? Why do you feel as if you are or are not? Do you enjoy working with your hands in some form? Describe your activity?
A: Uh, kinda. I used to be really good at rhythm games, if that counts.. sorry for the short answer 😭
Q: Are you artistic? If yes, describe your art? If you are not particular artistic but can appreciate art please likewise describe what forums of art you enjoy. Please explain your answer.
A: Hmmm, in theory, yes.. I have a lot of creative ideas surrounding art, whether it be music, drawing/painting, dance, etc. I just don't have the motivation to execute any of the ideas. I love all art, I think its the best thing in the world, no doubt.
Q: What's your opinion about the past, present, and future? How do you deal with them?
A: Well, I usually don't like thinking about the past, because it just makes me sad, but I don't rlly know. I think people should focus on the present & future while also keeping in mind what happened in the past. I deal with them all by dissociating constantly #TBH.
Q: How do you act when others request your help to do something (anything)? If you would decide to help them, why would you do so?
A: I do it immediately. Whatever it is, I'll always do something for someone if they ask, even if I don't necessarily feel like it.... I really just like seeing others happy, so..
Q: Do you need logical consistency in your life?
A: Yeah, I use logic every day to justify everything that happens around me.
Q: How important is efficiency and productivity to you?
A: RLLY important. I feel a certain way about inefficient people, despite being one myself. It's probably projection ngl. The thing is, I DO do things, I do get productive, I just stall for as long as possible.
Q: Do you control others, even if indirectly? How and why do you do that?
A: Ehhhm, not rlly. I mean I hope not. I really don't care THAT much about what others around me do, since it's not my problem/not my life.....
Q: What are your hobbies? Why do you like them?
A: I like to listen to all types of music & watch YouTube/TV :-)
Q: What is your learning style? What kind of learning environments do you struggle with most? Why do you like/struggle with these learning styles? Do you prefer classes involving memorization, logic, creativity, or your physical senses?
A: Hmmmm. I don't remember the different learning styles rn, but I do most well when I'm presented with something and just like. Given directions. Yk. I struggle in learning environments that have too much freedom, I need schedules, yk? I prefer classes to have both logic and creativity.
Q: How good are you at strategizing? Do you easily break up projects into manageable tasks? Or do you have a tendency to wing projects and improvise as you go?
A: I'd say I usually improvise as I go, as I'm usually always confident in the project/task/whatever that I'm presented with. I have a lot of confidence when it comes to different tasks..
Q: What are your aspirations in life, professionally and personally?
A: I have none, at the moment. I kind of just want to make new friends maybe?? I'm fine being without them, but I think life wud be more fun with friends to hang out with, yk... Also working at a graveyard seems pretty cool, I thought about that a couple hours ago while driving by one. Not that stressful of a job at all.
Q: What are your fears? What makes you uncomfortable? What do you hate? Why?
A: Horrified of abandonment. Also I'm rlly scared of bees. Lol. I get uncomfortable with excessive kindness, because I'm like, "is this person being fake rn???", but I do appreciate it tenfold.. I hate people who are fake. Ykwim. I don't like people who don't tell you things upfront, then expect you to just accept it when they're like, "by the way, this has always irritated me".. like. Couldn't you have told me that the moment you didn't like it?? Ugh
Q: What do the "highs" in your life look like?
A: Well. I don't rlly know 😭😭😭 I guess when I'm making jokes and smiling and actually feeling comfortable around others is when I feel and act my best.
Q: What do the "lows" in your life look like?
A: Self isolation + anger issues + identity uncertainty et cetera et cetera
Q: How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what's around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so?
A: Rlly detached.. I daydream all day, despite being hyper aware of my surroundings. It's kind of rlly bad. I guess I'd be considered a maladaptive daydreamer, but I haven't been diagnosed (??) yet, so! I'm aware of my surroundings Kind Of. I'll visualize the daydream perfectly as if I'm watching it, but I still know whats happening in the real world, yk.
Q: Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about?
A: I would just daydream or talk to myself outloud. But, to actually answer the question, I'd probably think about like. everything..? I always jump from topic to topic in my head when I'm having my moments of Just sitting there & thinking, Yk? So like, whatever pops up in my mind.
Q: How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you've made it?
A: It takes me a whiilleeeee. I stress over those things really bad, and I change my mind constantly, so yeah, I do 😭😭😭😭 I'm rlly indecisive and unsure of myself, so.
Q: How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life?
A: I process them fairly quickly, but I do that just to get them out of the way. I don't like dwelling on emotions unless I'm like, actively facing them, so.
Q: Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why?
A: Yeah, really often actually. Afterwards I'll think back like, "why did I even agree with that? I don't agree with that at all!!!" I think it's just to come off as a likeable person, maybe?? I'm actually working on that right now though, and have gotten better at Not doing that as of late.
Q: Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why?
A: Yes LOL. I don't follow what authority says usually at all, which contradicts the whole "doing whatever people tell me to" thing, but I feel like its different. If they're Explicitly Authority, then idgaf about what they have to say yk. Like, Teachers or Police and Parents and such. Average Edgy 16 Yr Old answer. but. 😭
Okay, that's all the questions. Let me know your thoughts plz!!! 🙏