u/Anarc-Hon_Magik

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Like I feel jealous that I will never feel that way but also I never eant to feel that way but also I'm voyueristically living those experiences by watching this and I can feel the eyes of the characters and the people who know I'm watching this into me as tbey view me as a freak and a loser and pathetic and creepy and should just rope ngl

No one will ever view me as a woman, but if I rep forever I'll just be forever bullied and alone as a feminine & pathetic looking man idek what to fucking do. I can't even die because I have too many dominos and lies set up that are impossible tk deconstruct and will inevitably get found out and ruin me in everyones mind