I don’t know where else i can let this out anymore also I apologize if my English is broken :(
both me and my partner we are still at a young age (we turned 15 last year) and i’ve been seeing them getting worse mentally and that lead them to almost attempted on the last year but lucky that they didn’t succeed on it. Knowing that breaks my heart so badly since i never really acknowledged that until January this year.
there’s a tons of reason leading them to go down the path their whole family’s abusive, abusive ex, still mentally clinging on their groomer, serious friendship and socializing problems etc. all of them, it changed their life forever
and due to the abusive parent, it blocks their way to meet a therapy or even spoke it out. They’ve tried once but their parents just used those problems to trigger them over and over again, which makes things way worse than it already is.
lately, things about to get better but out of all sudden everything just went downfall again (the every problems I’ve mentioned, they‘ve coming back, again. And it affects them badly, and now their suicidal thoughts are popping up all over again. And it make them wanna reject everything and go back to their groomer.
We are really close for like a years now the relationship been pretty great we always help and support each others it’s actually really fun to spend time with them. and i’ve been trying to help them about this topic for a while. But i’m not really good at this i don’t really know or understand about mental health or how to talk to a victim. My life’s been pretty common so i never experienced anything like these.
i just wanna know what can i possibly do i know that i need to take care of my own since i’m just an absurd lad and i need to focus best on myself at this age. But i can’t bring myself to see someone i love taking their life like this. It’s a dull pain in my chest that i been having all days, i have no one to tell this to, almost all of my friends are already stressed out from their own problems and i don’t wanna let it out on them at all. it gonna be difficult but I’ll try my best though
Thank you for reading this and i apologize again if my writing are horrid this is literally my first time writing a whole paragraph like this