No friends
Hey guys so I'm a pretty nice guy, I'm very smart, but I don't have that many friends. I don't hang out with anyone right now - I only see my twin sister who lives in the same town as me. Like I literally live in my home city and hang out with no one. I run errands, go to the grocery store, see my therapist, go to medical appointments, go fill up my car's tank, but I go home and am by myself at night. I have a lot of accomplishments under my belt, I graduated from an Ivy League, I've been on national TV, I've written four books, but I don't have any semblance of a social life. This loneliness is starting to kill me and I don't know how to fix it. I don't know what to do - my friendships just always seem to never work out. I start to get close to someone, then something changes and the friendship doesn't work out. I hate being in friend groups, I prefer one on one conversations. I don't like being in cliques or things like frats. I'm not sure how to fix my life moving forward, would welcome any advice.