u/Ambitious_Pace_4657

i lost my daughter 9 months ago and the pain is nothing i have ever felt in my life and i dont wish it upon anyone. she died after i got off the phone from her. i hold on to guilt in all forms. could i have saved her ? i will never be the same. . is she with me ? is she with my mom in heaven ? i just want to feel her. i finally started grief therapy 8 weeks ago. its a start. any messages from her i would be eternally grateful