u/Ambitious_Ostrich

I’ve got seven months sober right now. Had almost two years before that. im sitting here listening to musics and have this huge overhauling urge to just say to hell with it all and go back to drinking. I’ve spent the last few days in my head thinking about past relationships and life before sobriety and how I feel so alone now. Trying to remember if I felt this lonely while I was drinking and don’t think I ever did. I always felt connected and like I could be open and honest with myself and the people around me. any advice?