u/AlwaysLftBehind

As the title says, I've always struggled a lot with not feeling like I belong. And that I'm not doing what I'm supposed to do.

I feel the best when I'm being creative or exploring my spiritual side, those things really make the world stop spinning. But as soon as I'm done with a session, the "melancholic" feeling is back and it never goes away completely when I'm not with my art supplies or spiritual setup. It's as if my inner world is my home.

Is there anything in my chart that might suggest why, or what I can do to help it?