recovery vent: do we all just end up binging?
Ok so this is just a recovery vent but I am so sick of this. I wake up bloated and face puffy everyday. I’ve basically binged my way into getting my period back and I feel so disgusting. I started working at a corporate engineering job and just can’t seem to restrict myself in the way I used to. My food noise is CRAZY. And I had a recent run injury so I can’t even go workout without so much pain. This sucks. My mother loves to tell me I’ve “gained tissue from the winter” what am I a fckin animal?! I want to lose all the weight so they regret ever telling me how “healthy” I look and prove to myself I can restrict myself in the same way. Anyway I’m so sick of this recovery weight restoration I feel like a pig. Does anyone else just toggle with binging after committing to recovery?