u/Altruistic-Hand-7564

Which deity can bless me with sheer determination and discipline for any goal I want to achieve ?

I know every deity can as an example although rare lord Hanuman can make someone wealthy too but under which Devi/Devata does these things primarily fall ?

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u/Altruistic-Hand-7564 — 3 days ago

A newbie in this world of tantra and sadhana.

So, it’s a story of like 2 months ago. I brought a picture of Maa Tara and got to know that she likes Hibiscus flowers and that too is better if it’s 5 in the quantity. I started with one mala of her naam mantra. We have a small Hibiscus plant at home but it rarely gave flowers (like once in 1.5 to 2 weeks) and that too only 1-2 in the quantity as it’s immature. So, I started searching for the flowers for Maa in the nearby places and found some houses that had it in their garden and used to ask them for the flowers. I had an inside wish of if I just had a larger Hibiscus tree then I’d serve the flowers to Maa from my own garden. And mind you only after 2 visits to other houses our small plant started giving beautiful Hibiscus flowers and as I continued worshipping Maa (I don’t have a guru and am just a newbie so used to do just a simple one mala of her naam mantra) the plant started giving flowers every next day in the quantity of 3-4 , sometimes even 5 and eventually it became a daily thing. I was surprised but tbh I thought that it might be just a seasonal thing or something ?

After sometime (a month or something) I got loosened in the sadhana as I couldn’t feel the constant bhakti and was expecting things to shift in my life which didn’t happen (expecting that in a month lol what a fool I am) and was coming across many online people advising that Maa Tara’s sadhana, even a simple one should not be performed without a Guru and that she’s an ugra shamshaan deity at the end of the day so be very cautious n all.

I eventually stopped her sadhana after a month, then started just lighting a Diya and bowed in front of her with very little bhaav. The Hibiscus plant that was showing exponential growth just paused and suddenly stopped giving any flowers (just within a few days). It’s been 3 weeks without a single flower.

I know it’s not a seasonal thing as there is literally zero change in environment in such a short period of time with the same watering and care.

A coincidence or was it really Maa ?

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u/Altruistic-Hand-7564 — 12 days ago