I’m not able to work rn ( 36 weeks ) so i literally do absolutely nothing all day just sit in the house and feel like im losing my mind ,im so worried for after my baby is born and im still just stuck in the house until i can work and live my life ugh
My husband is upset with me because I said I wear hijab because of him and not the sake of Allah , .. I told him before multiple times I want to stop wearing hijab but continue dressing modestly and he told me he would be upset if I did stop wearing it. I lost my interest in wearing it a long time ago … but what really makes me upset is the fact I feel like he only loves me because of what I represent ( with the hijab ) and not for me. I’ve always struggled with it and have only worn it for a year now and before that i took it off after wearing it for like 8 months…
I just don’t completely agree with it for myself and feel like i’m wasting my life by wearing it ,although I do enjoy dressing modestly.. I don’t see a point in covering my hair so I don’t know what his deal is specifically with the hair and when I ask him he doesn’t have a straightforward answer it’s all conformist regurgitation.