I feel mentally exhausted and when I have conversations my jaw feels heavy, soemthing like that. It's like having to wake my face muscles up everytime. Ngl these days it got to the point where I feel dizzy.
It gets worse, it gets better, it gets even worse and the cycle repeats. I get sent into a chaotic state of mind while I am just tryna enjoy life. I feel like I've been annihilated. Once I am comfortable my mind just decides it's time to switch it up. I wish I could feel average, seems like I am not meant to feel like that ever again. It seriously got to a point where I have no idea what kind of person I am because it plays with your personality. Recently I've been seeing only glimpses of myself. I am tired tired. And I just wanna relax.