u/Alternate_rat_

Hey just joined. Ready to admit my mistakes...

I started a new job a year ago and relapsed into vaping again after 3 years clean. I have been using for 3 months and I hate it, but I also love it. I'm going on a long trip in a month and I'm ready to quit.... again. I had such freedom not using, but it's a part of my life I really did (and do, I guess) enjoy. I used to feel so empowered and now I feel weak. Idk what the point of this post is other than seeking others who have felt the same way. I'm ready to start the process of quitting and will probably be picking up some gum tomorrow. But I hate the idea of going through this again.