u/Altacct42_ — reddlx

Last night my chest heaved, and my sobs were masked by the ringing in my ears,

and storm winds tore through my throat.

And sometimes, after remembering how I lied on our stairs and wept,

I wish I could love something so much without all the fear.

And as a child I thought I'd kill myself if you got lost,

but death is a process, and I think I'd just cease to be.

In my dream it had been three years since you'd been gone.

And I realized in a flash that It'd been a thousand days

and I didn’t remember anything.

And sometimes I think I'm so guilty, I forget how to be thankful. But I’m so so thankful.

And the hardest part is that I know loving you is worth losing you.

I’ve never written a poem before so I apologize if this isn’t very good