the relationship hasnt been the best sukad january. gamay nga sayop nako, mangisog na siya. always na sad siya busy sa work. if magaway mi, ang iya iingon sige kay di ko kasabot.
basin tinuod. basin lisod para nako musabot ug lain tao kay wa ko maanad nga naa partner, and di rako magmind sa lain tao. maybe daghan pa kong growing up to do sad.
sakit lang sa pamati kay maong nisugot ko nga magka ok mi balik sa january kay gatuo ko magka okay jud mi tinuod. but what really happened was like a band aid that covered up the deeper wound inside. i didnt know he held all that anger against me, or at least, i did not expect for someone who loves you to hold a grudge against you and mag keep tabs sa imo sayop nangabuhat :(
a part of me wants to get back with him, but i also know i do not deserve the ill words and the anger. i know ive done some things wrong, i should have done better, but i cant stay anymore, knowing when things get tough, respect also leaves the room :(
(Sorry guys dri rajd ko mag pahungaw)