u/Alistra_Knight — reddlx

Hey everyone, I’m a student who loves cooking, and I recently started a YouTube channel to share it. Right now, I’m doing everything on my own, recording with just my phone, no tripod, no extra setup—so it’s very simple and still a work in progress.

I know my editing and presentation aren’t better yet, but I genuinely enjoy making these videos and want to improve step by step. I’d really appreciate some honest feedback from you all:

Does the video feel engaging?
Is there anything I can improve in editing or recording?
What would make you want to watch till the end?

I’m not just here to promote...I truly want to learn and get better, and I’d also be happy to support others here. Thanks a lot for taking the time 🙌

From the childhood..I always craved love. My parents give me a lot of love too ..but along with the pain. Abusive words and taunting with others. I swear I heard more beep words from my father. I always wanted to feel what is feel loved by someone. Like you see, without any demand or need, their care for us. I never got anything like that. In school time I used to be a bright student with lot of friends. Things changed slowly over the time. Now I am in 2 nd year college. Now I can even spend my entire week without talk ( nobody would care or notice me ) . They always come when they need help from me. I do have few friends in other class. But I would always be like one of the option. For eg. If 5 per team.. already they are 4 friends. They would ask me. They won't care if I left out too.

Loved one boy at the school.. I trusted him. He was kinda cool person. He would talk with everyone in class. Then one day he send audio of him and one more girl talking ( like very closely ,about mature stuff too) . That broke me. Even though i stayed and continued. But couldn't do for long. I left him.

I just want to be someone's decision. Not like a back up plan or option. Is it too much to ask ? I lost my hope. I don't have friends. No one to ask whether I am ok.

I need your advice to overcome this. (Btw ..thanks for reading it fully )