u/AlienatedAlien316

I'm tired of asking myself why I'm so lonely, I'm tired of thinking that I didn't deserve it, I'm just tired of thinking and I wonder whether this feeling would end soon or I should just wish for my life to end altogether, you'll never understand unless you feel that shivering feeling at night before you go to sleep,carrying every bit of emotional trauma and pain that time still didn't heal,why am I trying to live if I'm just living to die?