u/AlgaeHuge3444

I never understood how humans should communicate with each other which that made me mentally exhausted because I kept on putting and putting yet other side don’t give me attention whatever it is called. I am so exhausted since I was kindergarten I have been treated differently by the kids I never understood while, when I grew up I also get same treatment even if I try to change myself but they always spot as if it is white paper I try to make gray line thinner and thinner people would still notice because it is not white it is still out stand, I come home so exhausted from human communication. I don’t know if I am the problem or not? Is this how human interaction are supposed to be? Was the tv shows and anime all lies ? They always seem lovely.
I have more to say but I don’t know if I will get noticed