Thankful you will never see this.
We have the most amazing friendship anyone could ask for. I live for your advice and know you have my best interest at heart. Yet everyday I wish we were more. I see your thoughts when our eyes meet. Standing beside you … your smell encapsulates my soul. I am completely drawn to you because you are kind genuine supportive and loving. You care about people much more than they even care about them selves.
I wish you were available at this point in life. I know we would be amazing together and happier than any two people should ever be. All I can think about is how much you deserve to be happy. You deserve to be loved and cherished. All the things I already feel for you but can’t show.
I know you know most of these things and have expressed similar type feelings in return. I also know you are bound by the choices you have made in life because you are responsible respectful and loyal to your given word. Those are things I admire so much.
I will always accept our friendship and never cross any line…. Unless you want me to.