u/AkashaLynnNieminen

Doppelganger? First name, Akasha.

I have always had low self esteem and never seen anyone in magazines or on TV that looks like me. These pictures are all within 6 years. I have always been a bit chubby.

u/AkashaLynnNieminen — 6 days ago

We already have a beautiful son, his name is the Finnish version of Michael. He is now 9. I have known my husband since I was 16 years old. We got together in 2016. Within a month I was pregnant even though i have a bleeding disorder that is linked to endometriosis. He was our "miracle". He still is, but we want to give him a sibling so bad.

I've watched friends have baby after baby and I try not to be jealous or depressed. I quit Facebook because all I saw was pregnancy announcements, birth announcements. I'm happy for people but sad for myself.

It has shaken my Faith. For 5 years of secondary infertility, we finally got pregnant. I was on cloud 9. But then at 8 weeks, my hcg levels dropped and I miscarried at home alone. My husband kind of understands.....but it's my cross to bear.

Two months later, pregnant again. This one made it to 5 weeks 4 days. I tried to get bloodwork and help with hormone levels and heparin for my bleeding disorder since clotting disorders cause implantation problems. My clinic is closed weekends so I called Friday for a same day appointment. They always have a doctor on call and an in house lab.

The receptionist said "That's not an emergency, come in next week. If you start bleeding go to the ER" 😡😡

Sorry to rant. Is there a full term healthy baby in our future? Our relationship is very loving. I'm 33.

u/AkashaLynnNieminen — 11 days ago

If anyone has any mutated (or traited EXCEPT crab) Tipi Topi Tacos or los Tipi Topis, I am interested. I am getting close to completing my collection. I still need Radioactive ☢️, Cyber 🤖, Galaxy 🌌, and ANY type including base with multiple traits.

u/AkashaLynnNieminen — 19 days ago