u/Agreeable-Trade9812

i’m a woman and i think i’ve struggled with urges for a very long time. my autism made me unable to deal with urges as a kid, and abuse just made it worse and made me fixated on certain things. i want to get better, but i keep falling into this. i’m a convert as of 2018, but i feel i’m just constantly messing up. the only time i’ve been able to keep myself clean is during lent, so i know it’s possible. i also feel so weird being a woman who struggles with it. please pray for me