u/Agreeable-Store-7334

I’m like 90% sure im going to be dropping out of ‘my course at my university, I feel like I disliked it from the start but I have this like need to feel wanted and needed in society so leaving always felt like I was just a scumbag or a bum and honestly? I still feel like it now despite having time to think about it. I have dedicated my entire life to my education, not a lot of socialisation or anything of a sort, no job or way of making money, I ignored it thinking that I’ll be happy when I reach university but I genuinely have spent the last 3 years miserable. My lecturers arent pleasant either which doesn’t help, (I’m doing an art degree). I loved it in college so I assumed I’d love it in university but I genuinely have never wanted to avoid something more, but it felt gut wrenching to leave. I don’t even enjoy art anymore, my classmates are douchebags the majority of the time and it’s just a passive aggressive environment. I hope I can still find a career one day, not in art but in something else. I don’t want to be a waste of space.