I wish...
I talk to you everyday, only you don't hear my voice And with all the silence I've had, I wrote about you Love letters, poems, a journal, stories, drawings All with the thought of you in my mind
I wish I had a reason to leave you I wish I had a reason to never talk to you again I wish I had a reason to stop loving you Sometimes, I wish I could just leave this world Where you're my last goodbye
But I don't have a reason to leave There's no reason to never talk to you again I have no reason to stop loving you And I won't be leaving this world Since you reverse my sense of pain
I only have reasons to stay To talk to you more, have more conversations I have one reason to keep loving you Yet somehow it outweighs every reason not to If I had value to you, I would never think about ending it But the possibility of us... makes me want to stay
I would never choose death if I knew you enjoyed talking to me But until that day comes, death will still roam my mind Pushing ever so closer to the day that I die