u/Aggressive-League390

She was sick for a while, but it still didn't feel real when it actually happened.

14 months. I know that's not long compared to most people's pets. But she was there every morning, every bad day, every late night. It's amazing how fast something becomes home.

I have her ashes now and I have no idea what to do with them. I've been going back and forth for days and everything I look at either feels too cold or too much. I don't want a box that sits in a corner feeling like a box. But I also can't bring myself to just scatter everything and have nothing left.

Has anyone been through this? What did you actually do, and did it feel right?