u/Aggressive-Bad-8147

Hello, I'm waiting for my laparoscopy surgery and I figured out here I might find some support and experience. First thing first, my doctor doesnt think I have endometriosis nor PCOS (he' done surgeries for endo and cysts for 20 years so talking from his experience) and I really think I dont have it too. But I have huge cysts that keep coming back and only on my right ovary. The birth control didnt help, even if the cycle was stopped they keep coming again. My right ovary hurts, its three times bigger than the left one, my doctor doesnt see any obvious tumor so... its just weird so who really knows...

So Im gonna get a laparoscopic diagnosis and also they are gonna remove the cysts. My question - how long does it take before I feel normal again? When does the pain go away, when did you start to have sex again, when did you started to move more actively again.

And also, when did you came back to work? Im doing an office job, so nothing physically hard.

Thanks!

Hi, today I saw a young pigeon, couldnt fly yet, right next to a highly frequented road. He was standing close to the wall (he was between a wall and a road. No way out. I guess he fell down because pigeons nest above that road) I was scared of the cars that they could hit me or that the pigeon will be scared of me and that he will run away to the road. So I called the rescue station if they could help. I thought theyre gonna bring some nets or will think more about how they gonna do it or try to stop the traffic. No, they just came, walked close to the wall and they tried to grab him, he run away and the next car run over him. I saw it all. The dead body, the blood. I feel so guilty and hopeless. And I cant get the image out of my head. The image when he was still alive looking scared but curious at the same time and then dead... Its harder because I feel like its my faukt for not trying to find a better solutions...

Guys, how do you cope with something like that? Give me tips because i cant fall asleep and I just cant stop crying. Had a shitty day really