Impending sense of doom
Tw like brief mentions of sh and suicide
Like there's so much shit going on politically, as a trans person and a (thankfully white so i recive very little shit fof it) seccond gen immigrant like the politics of the world rn are fucking scary especially with my recent learning of how scary nukes and missiles actually are I'm just scared man.
Were approaching catastrophic global warming and apparently only have 13 years of drinking water left and now the fucking hantavirus is gonna kill us all or some shit.
Plus I have my gcses coming up (for all non brits thats like big exams that decide what 6th form u can go to and what 6th form u go to decides what uni u can go to) and I'm so genuinely cooked, like I have my first round if mocks in a month and I'm fucking scared
Like what's even the point of being here? I hate all my friends, barely find any joy in anything anymore and the fucking worlds gone to shit and I have no way of dealing with it exept fucking cutting myself wich I was fucking clean from until today
Idk man I js feel hopeless and I'm so anxious all the time fucking kill me.