Oh, Loreta, darling. Love made me a fool. Oh, Loreta, Oh Loreta
I wish I could hold him, kiss him. Oh, Loreta
I miss him, but how can I miss someone I never had?
I am mourning something that was never there to begin with.
Oh, Loreta, my dear, I am a fool to indulge in my delusions,
Oh, Loreta, I created a version of him in my mind, someone he can never be.
Oh, Loreta, my heart broke into a million pieces when he chose her.
Oh, Loreta, Oh Loreta. He was just himself, oh, Loreta, and I am a jester
Performing and begging for attention, Oh, Loreta, I expected him to fill an infinite void
Whereas he was devoid of feelings,
Oh, Loreta, I am tired of pretending I am fine, to put on a smile whenever he disappoints,
Whenever he doesn't show up, he just gives up on me and abandons me, who gave him the right, Oh, Loreta. Had he ignored me to my face, but to hide in the cover of friendship is another.
Had he rejected me to my face, I would have respected that and stayed away, but to lie to me is another.
Oh, Loreta, A man with a charming smile hurt me. I expected a person who is calm, kind and understanding, and he provided me with breadcrumbs.
I feel a deep, grave pain. Oh, Loreta, not the kind that can be dealt with chemicals, but with crying.
Oh, Loreta, his smile is charming, his eyes may look kind, but he is syringe.
These emotions have been fermenting inside me, making my heart swell with pain and grief of nothing yet everything.
Closure is a luxury only available to the reciprocated love and not to an unrequited one. Oh, Loreta, get me away from this hell of a place.
Oh, Loreta, take me away. I wish no longer to be here.
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