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The Fear I Feel

The Fear I Feel

The fear i feel is unfair

I was sexually violated

No one cared enough to keep me safe

The bare minimum was done

The fear i feel is unfair

My words were ignored

My safety, disregarded

I was nothing

The fear i feel is unfair

'Other women have been through worse’ 

My unsafe experiences were dismissed

I wasn't treated with respect

The fear i feel is unfair

No one listened, no one dared

Keep the status quo, ignore the violation

Don't open your mouth, because it doesn't matter

When no one cares enough to listen anyway

The fear i feel is unfair

I was meant to be kept safe

I was only working

I am only a woman

The fear i feel is unfair

But also unheard

Willfully blind to my pain

To keep themselves comfortable & safe

The fear I feel is unfair. 

Everyone's moved on but I'm still here…

Its like it happened yesterday 

I'm stuck in place trying to find a way

The fear I feel is unfair

No one kept me safe 

Now i must pay the price of pain

That i never asked for

The fear i feel is unfair

God only gives you struggles he knows you can handle

But 23 is too young for all this pain

The fear i feel is unfair

One day this fear will be bravery

Until then

This fear I feel is unfair

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