u/Aggravating-Duck9490

I was diagnosed about 3 years ago. Multiple admissions. Can’t even count them all. Over 7 last year. And 2 so far this year. Last Tuesday-Saturday.

I quit this time. Day 10 with no weed or cigarettes.

I’m struggling. Why me? Everyone else gets to enjoy but me—I’m in the 2%!

This last episode scared me so bad. I didnt know it was humanly possible to vomit that much. And my digestive tract feels destroyed.

I bought some 🍃 today. Bought a pack of cigarettes.

Still haven’t smoked but I want to soooo damn bad.

No one really understands so I figured I’d talk into the void here.

😫😮‍💨😭