u/Aggravating-Bug6433

I have a deep sadness inside and I feel like it's never going away. I just want to be loved as much as I love. I try so hard to be enough, but it feels like I always fall short. I don't know if my husband is capable of giving me the love that I need in return. It hurts when all I want is him and our family, but I believe he has his attention elsewhere at times. I'm very isolated and it's hard for me to connect with other people. Maybe I'll always feel lonely. Maybe I'll always hate myself for not being good enough. Maybe I'll never know what it feels like to be loved as much as I love him.