u/Aggravating-Ask-7693

I was homeschooled in a religious cult situation with my sisters until 10th grade. I have so much resentment towards my mom, and my dad for allowing it. I also love my mom and feel sorry for her. It's a shitty way to feel. And it sucks being idk obviously stunted my whole life. I have been able to get a career and find some friends and a husband and have my own kid now, but I've missed so much, so much of my life and later education that should have been positive was isolated and traumatic, and now in my mid 30s I still have crippling social anxiety.

I'm very open to any tips or resources or commiseration y'all can offer. Thanks for having this community.