u/Aggravating-Aide5046

took 3 grams a while ago and i kept feeling my butt to see if i actually shit my pants because it felt like i had a giant lump under my butt

i’m planning on tripping next week and i love the deep thought and introspective aspect of tripping. i was wondering if there is any cool videos on philosophy / consciousness / god / religion / art
(i know it’s a lot) that are good for tripping because i find that many videos on these topics have subjects that could be touchy when tripping.

any recommendations are appreciated!!

i’ve been meditating for a while, particularly the “focus on nothing, observe your thoughts” type of meditation but i feel that’s only good for calming my nervous system.

i want to be able to gain a deep introspection and to unlock / implement my creativity. i’ve quit smoking weed to be able to be more in tune with my subconscious and creative mind and now im looking for different forms of meditation for these goals i have

any personal experiences and techniques are much appreciated!

edit: i know there isn’t a specific method that will simply make me achieve the things i want to achieve. i’m more so just looking for methods that have personally helped other people