My friend...
So i have a friend that im really clode with and they play a space game but im not really interessted in it but still kinda listen to it and watch it meanwhile playing something to. One time i complained that they dont spend so.much time with me anymore and if i did something wrong (they always say if i have a problem i want to complain aboit i should tell them) and i complained and it didnt really change we still dont really spend time together but we did spended time this weekend.
Today i had a really bad day in school and told them that (i had a final test and i messed it up) they kind of said supportive words but yes i ususlly go with them on video call and but today i didnt putted my camera on cause it was raining snd everyone knows i think how much camera eats on battery and how fast (i hsd 24% left) so i told them that and then they were sad and apologized and went offline which pissed me off already and i went on camera but suddenly they said "im busy" like bruh..what?... i stayed on camera and when i came home they were pissed and I was pissed because i had only 5% left and my phone is fucked with charging!! And then they said that all is do complaining and that they will stop being hype for me cause it always ends shit and i got even more sad and upset because thats Not true and they act like i legig only complain even tho they are the one complaining sbout every Single shit
It ended it with them saying I should go eat and take nap and i wanted to say that i donz wanna and they said "Im Not hungry" what i usually sleep which hurted me more cause im really struggling with eating and then they said lets just sleep and i said no ans they said "suit yourself" (i was little in the moment so it crashed me out of space)
Basicly it feels like Everything i complain about what they asked me to do gets used against me when i dont act normal