u/After_Tell_8069

This is hard to write out but I just need someone else’s opinion. I just feel so guilty and perverted from the things I’ve done like I got a sex doll awhile ago and I got drunk and used it last night. It’s only like a torso but I just deal with these intense guilty feelings and I’m young, so like I only think about what people would think if they knew the stuff I do which it’s nothing insane but like I got on ome.tv and masturbated with a girl on there then got banned and it’s just stuff like that. Maybe I should cut down the drinking because I just get kind of careless. I guess but the guilt and shame is eating me up any thoughts?