extremely lost and unmotivated advice?
Writing this with a heavy heart, I'm currently in year 13 about to sit my Alevel exams that i havent revised as i have lost all motivation and i no longer care, the start of sixth form was horrible and so was the end i shouldve dropped out atleast at the start i was actually trying but to no avail as i ket on getting bad grades, no matter how hard i tried i kept failing im at this point right now where i no longer wish to waste any energy or time on these exams when ill never get the result i want and i can help but feel like a failure, furthermore i no longer want to go university for multiple reasons, but mainly the debt and job market, i dont want to waste 30k on a degree that wont even guarantee me a job and that i wont enjoy or get good results in after gcses all my negative feelings have intensified and ive never had suicidal thoughts untill i entered sixthform if i dont like sixthform i dont think ill like university, I also feel like ive been pushed to apply to uni, ill stop rambling but i have looked into other courses like tlevels and btec that i would be willing to try out because lets face it im going to fail and atp idc i have thought about being an at teacher as i do find art therapeutic but everyone shits on teachers and i feel like i cant tell my family i want to do this as tey would tel me that type of job is degrading and they have done in the past so idk what to do, ig i just want advice or validation or both.