Where am I?
It must have been the NEET video that came up on my autoplay. I woke up to my phone playing a very weak voice of woman that sounded like she just cried her soul out for hours. I remember familiar words being used in contexts haven't heard them in before. Complicated layers of reality, time, space, perception and feelings intermingled in some weirdly causal way. Some sort of diagram was being "explained". And by that I mean a canvas with some vertices and numbers with a few links between them. Somehow, the shaky-voiced narratress saw much more in them than my drowsy eyes did.
A few clicks later I landed here. I have no idea what manga this cyberyamu persona is from, who the person behind it is, but I just read a few of the posts. Creepy montages, posts trying to pinpoint her location, unhealthy obsessions, more diagrams and some weird Japanese professor theorizing about the human origins in salad or something. Just what is this rabbit hole about? I find myself disgusted and fascinated at the same time. An asylum out in the open for everyone to join? What is the point here? Helping the woman out? There is no way to reach out, which is probably a good thing. Commenting her explanations? Watching her drift between realities? It feels wrong.